hi all.
today it is cold and windy, but i'm cosy in a nice red jumper. it's been a long time since i posted anything really.
life's been quite interesting. uni started again, not sure if i mentioned that in a previous post. it's going well, i'm currently in week 7 and am really enjoying it. i'm considering doing honours in 2013, which should be so much fun. we get to write a 15,000 word thesis! amazingggg. i'd really really love to do it, but i doubt myself too much. i think i should probably start being more assertive and let others put me down rather than put myself down :)
a few weeks ago i came to the realisation that i was losing one of my best friends and that i couldn't really change it. the circumstances were difficult for me to deal with but i'm no longer very sad about it. she seems happy without me as a close friend, and i'm happy that she's happy. life goes on, people move on. it's just a bit more complicated when the situation involves me (but many things in my life are complicated, so no surprises there). i had a great conversation about it with my uncle and godfather this morning, he was so wonderful to talk to. we're similar, and it's nice to be able to speak with someone who understands a bit of how i work and what i feel.
i've been helping out recently with my uni's very first comedy show! it's called skithaus, it's happening on 19th oct. i was asked a couple of months ago by this guy i know to help out with the writing of the sketches. since then, my role has intensified. i'm now vice-president of the student organisation committee (!) and am designing posters for the show. becoming known as "the boff" by the team :) there's a bit more work to do on it, but it's been such a fun thing, and the team's so lovely.
so life's been good in general. a few ups and downs, but more ups i believe. it's all about perspective and attitude really. there are challenges every day, but the real issue lies in how we deal with them.